[18 May 2010]
Didn't went to school today, wouldn't have the heart to study anyway, slept for 10 hours straight, really misses my dog already. Really had a hush feeling for the previous 2 days.

Yeah, it's over, and it's gone as well. I didn't manage to cherish the time i used to have with her. Swear I'm gonna cherish the rest of my closest.

*Had a huge relief that Sorawan recovered from her fever.
*Hope my dog would rest in peace.

[17 May 2010]
Had a good mood in the morning, thought that my dog would be fine later on, woke up in the afternoon and had been Audition-ing with Xiuhui & co. Rushed to prepare to visit my dog over at the 'Animal Recovery Centre', thought everything was going to be fine, it was suppose to be fine.

Went over to my dad's headquarter to gather up with him, my dad drove us over to the ARC located at Balestier Road, thought my dog would be awake and moving around by then, didn't turn out to be what I expects.

[Not going to write in details, I already told all my closest what had happen ='(...]

We'd decided not to let her suffer anymore and put her into deep sleep instead... Really have a breakdown back then, still couldn't get over it. ='(

*I'm really speechless, spirits are totally broken...

[16 May 2010]
Woke up in the afternoon, around 12plus, while im sleeping, I heard that my dog had legs cramp, it gotten very serious in the afternoon, after some research done by my brother, it's a illness named "Seizure" AKA "Fits".

My dad reached home at 3PM plus, gave her some of our "Pills" and she slept peacefully for an hour or 2, she was fine back then, around 4~5PM Plus, my dog woke up, she start having Seizure again, she struggle until the side nails on her Paw was hook out!

Decided to rush her to a clinic, but most of the clinic was close on Sunday, the closest Animal vet we could find was located at Balestier Road, rushed her there, on the way there, my dog just kept shouting and shivering, but when we reached the clinic, she became quiet and seems fine..

The Animal Doctor decided that we should take a blood test for my dog first, and the result was. My dog have a weak liver & heart. He said that, that isn't the actual reason why my dog have came up with Seizure, he can't diagnose the main reason, but he gave us a few possibilities, one of them was. "There's a Tumor in my dog's head", the others was, "My dog has lack of Blue toe"...

After consultation, which is $100++, we drove my dog home, on the way home, her Seizure started again and when we reached home, we have to use the Emergency drugs to stop her Seizure, but although it's a strong drugs, it's only able to stop the seizure for a short 10 minutes.

We'd no choice but to bring her back to the clinic, but to admit her to the Hospital, wasn't so heart-throbbing back then, thought she'd be fine after some medical care. =(

*Had a really positive view!

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